Flaming Snow Queen

Almost 18! gulp

2005-06-24T15:48:00.000+08:00

Anou, what can I say, its been a while since I last posted here. The last time I tried to (which was way back May 9,2005), my blog had a bit of problem.. and all the updated entries I wrote didnt register! T___T Oh curses! What the heck.. So thats why its only now, now that , that darling Ash made a new blog layout for me, I find it rather "inspired" to write again. ^_____^ I'll still be posting "the lost days" maybe this weekend.. just to update this blog.. so there. Nweiz..

GOSH. I just cant believe it. Im almost 18. Im turning 18 tomorrow! I didnt even notice. I think Im stuck to being 16 since the greatest "episodes" of my life began during those times.. I was blessed with three lovable, caring, understanding and thoughtful friends.. Faus, Ash and Edj. Aside from them, lots of interesting friends also came my way.. I really enjoyed my life starting that point that I didnt notice the time flying. *sigh* Oh well.. Enough with the drama thingy.. Tomorrow, Id be celebrating my 18th birthday in Island Cove (My father's clan's resort.. the Remullas of Cavite) Iwanted to have my friends there with me but unfortunately they are busy with school work. ^_____^ We'll see eachother on Sunday anyway.. hmm.. I guess thats about it for now again.. XD

Ja mata ne!

"THE KOREAN CHRONICLES V: Because Im A Girl"

2005-05-08T05:36:00.000+08:00

Because Im A Girl (Korean Version)
By: Kiss

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choum iragononun thug byor hadanun
gu marur midosso negen heng bogiosso

marur haji guresso
nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

modungor swibge da jumyon
gumbang shirhjung nenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri
maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

marur haji guresso
nega shirhojyodago
unchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago noboda johun sarammannagir
barandago nodo darun
namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego sorjighi na
nega jar doenungo shirho naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage
jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

sarangur wihesoramyon
modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur
iyong hajinun
marajwo

hanyojaro theona
sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo
oryourjur mollasso

norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inikaDodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choum iragononun thug byor hadanun
gu marur midosso negen heng bogiosso

marur haji guresso
nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

modungor swibge da jumyon
gumbang shirhjung nenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri
maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

marur haji guresso
nega shirhojyodago
unchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago noboda johun sarammannagir
barandago nodo darun
namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego sorjighi na
nega jar doenungo shirho naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage
jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

sarangur wihesoramyon
modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur
iyong hajinun
marajwo

hanyojaro theona
sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo
oryourjur mollasso

norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

norur yoghamyonsodo
manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yoja inika

"THE KOREAN CHRONICLES IV: Trying To Forget"

2005-05-06T15:38:00.000+08:00

Its been an exhausting day for me today.. Its a good thing actually since Im trying to forget about my Tidus. So I woke up at around 9am whichis, believe me, pretty early for me since I usually wake up at around2pm the earliest. First, I had to help my parents answer customer ordersin our store til 12:30 pm. I went up to get ready for our band practice.Argness, I had to wait for my dad til 2pm before I headed towards Ashand Edj's house. We even had a heated argument coz I was really pissedoff by the fact that I never seem to arrive on time for our practices.Im always late. I hate it. And as if to piss me even more, here comesthe stupid traffic. It took us atleast 2 hours to get to Ashleys! Grr..But then Im not at all pessimistic so I got my creative juices flowingduring the heavy traffic and finished writing new lyrics! And can youguess who was my inspiration? Why, Tidus ofcourse! Who else would it be?I entitled it "Stupid Guy" and my favorite line would be the last choruswhere I said " Stupid guy, you make me cry for not liking me. But whatmore can I do? You wont love me if I tell you to. So I guess Im theSTUPID GIRL, in love with that STUPID GUY, from a different world.."But thats just about it. Im not spoiling anymore since people have yetto buy our first album. Im sure it wont be long before that happens. ^_^So finally I arrived at Ashley's and we practiced our line-up for the OPP (which is going to be next week! Sunday in particular). After thatI presented my new lyrics to Ash who easily created a seemingly perfecttune for the song. And oh, she also finished composing the tune for myother poem. If anybody wants to hear it then they better attend the OPP!Haha.. so hmm.. what else.. here I am. Typing this blog.. still thinkingof him.. I really wish Ash and Edj would come here tomorrow.. that way..Id be distracted. I wont have to think of him. But Im wondering.. Is heby any chance thinking of me too? Aww.. who am I kidding?! Why would heever be thinking of me.. *sob*

"THE KOREAN CHRONICLES III: So Near Yet So Far"

2005-05-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

Faus came here again. Hey Im not complaining. I really do enjoy hiscompany. He is after all, one of my bestfriends. Anyway youll never guesswhat we did today.. We searched for Tidus again, right you are! But itwas just like the first day of our search. I was about to give up and callit a day when Faus suggested that we check on the net cafe(Station 168)which was most of the time packed with Koreans. I agreed, he might beright you see. SO I decided to take the chance. It was just 100 metersaway from home anyway. As we entered the cafe, we saw this blonde guysitting inside the smoking area but with his back turned on us. I wasntquite sure if its him.. Coz if it were, I wouldve felt it. We decidedto rent a computer anyway just to see. Faus was right, we've got nothingto lose.. just a good Php10..IF its not him. But if it was? *heartleaps*I wasnt very much surprised to see that it wasnt him. After all, he mightnot even be from Eastwood.. The blonde guy we saw was a very butt uglyversion of him I say. I swear. >_< Eck. Blech. Eew. But then, somethingcaught my eye. Sitting beside Faus was yet another blonde haired (Korean)guy.. I kept looking at him trying to see his face but all I can see ishis profile. It wasnt very long before he stood up. With still no luckI wasnt able to see him well. But theres this something in me sayingthat I should go on and follow my heart.. So yeah we decided to followhim.. but he wasnt there anymore! Heck! I cant help but think "How farcan a human walk in 10 seconds?".. It was a building so he couldnt havegone so far.. I ran outside the net cafe wanting to see him so badly. But he really wasnt there anymore! Argh I could cry.. So off we went toMcDonalds. Faus was already hungry. But while infront of the counter hedecided to eat in Mini Stop. So we went outside and started to cross thePed. To my surprise I saw him and his friends exactly across us on theother side! We passed by each other again but this time I made sure thatit is him. My Tidus. It was him. It seemed as if time slowed down and Ifound myself awkwardly standing there in the middle of the street staringat him for what felt like forever. But he didnt even look at me! He appeared to have very deep thoughts.. Thoughts about me I wished.. Kudosto his black haired friend for he did notice me looking at them.. at him. So as we reached the other side I turned around to look at him for maybe the last time.(I might never see him again) My heart leaped as I saw him looking over with his friends.. This moment its like time stopped and we were just standing there looking at each other (okay fine, Im exaggeratinga bit, our eyes just met for like a second.. no, more like two, I reckon). But I didnt know why I looked away.. AGAIN!! I hate myself. I eventurned my back and ran towards the lobby. Only to turn back and headtowards their direction. Faus and Trina followed my craziness and did thesame. Faus saw Tidus enter Kenny Rogers just in time. I waited til they went out and we followed them(Faus' idea) to the arcade. And more of thestalker like moves. Finally he went home(Only God knows where) and thesame with Faus and I.. Its been a long tiring day.. Still thinking ofhim, I went to bed after my usual evening routine. Hoping that the next day Ill see him again. And maybe we'd meet.. just maybe..

"THE KOREAN CHRONICLES II: The Search"

2005-05-04T12:33:00.000+08:00

Faus came here.. again! Haha Actually its quite fun to have him around.Oh that jolly bloke. Or is he a dame? XD Anyway I told him about "Tidus".(The gorgeous KOREAN guy I saw yesterday.. I decided to call him Tidus!)And my "encounter" with him.. And guess what Faus came up with? We'dfind him. How? Easy.. just rumage the whole of Eastwood down to its alleys it is! It started with a single sphere.. and now were off to findhim. For good. So here I was (Yuna) with Faus(Paine) and.. *drummols pls*my little sister as Rikku. @_@! Well what can I do? I cant find anyoneelse to play the part. So off we went to our first adventure. We searchedevery street, looked in every store.. and even rode the Eastwood Shuttle(Our Celsius!) hoping to find even the tiniest glimpse of blonde hair.But unfortunately we found no sign of him. How my heart cried. But I knowthat we'll meet again.. someday.. somehow.. whatever the cost. Eek! Isthis me? How dramatic..Oh the craziness love can do to a person.. *sigh*

"THE KOREAN CHRONICLES I: First Sphere Sighting"

2005-05-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

A rather gloomy day greeted me as I woke up. But I couldnt care lesssince I felt as gloomy as the weather. I had to run some errands for mymom and I gladly took it since there wasnt much to do. And Im reallyecstatic that I did. See, my mom asked my sister and I to buy somestuff for her in the nearest super market in Olympic Heights.(Which was approximately about 300 meters away from Lafayette) And tomy happiness, we happen to come across a very handsome-- no, gorgeousKorean bloke. His hair was bleached blonde and styled in such a waythat reminded me of Tidus(Yuna's lost love from FFX). I could swear we locked eyes.. but that was before I looked away(he was too cute!!) and nudged my sister and asked if she saw this, err-- shall Isay?-- Tidus. To my dismay she didnt!! So I turned around hoping to have a glimpse of him again (and so that I can show my sis how gorgeoushe is) but to my disappointment he was gone. Gone. That fast. Justwhen I thought I found my Tidus.. I guess that was just a part of a sphere.. But someday.. Someday Ill find him. My Tidus..

"Mixed Issues"

2005-05-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

After four uneventful days finally, something to do! We had our band rehearsal today. It was the usual stuff y'know...Practicing song after song. The only difference was that a relative of the sisters Ash and Edj was there. They recorded us on video. It was fun really, but I have to admit my insides did churn at first. Im still not quite used to being watched--consciously that is. Yeah, it was fun and I had a blast with the guys. But after the practice, something that Ash said earlier, suddenly hit me. Something about them playing for another band in a band competition. Slowly it sank to me.. and before I knew it, I felt really sad. Hey I cant help it, theyre my bestfriends. My bandmates. So the thought of watching them play with another band makes me wince. Theres nothing much I could do to make them not to. Some "Teki" fellow already signed them up. *sigh* Oh well.. I guess I'll just support them. After all.. after all.. were still FADE.. I really dont want us to FADE-away..

"Nonsense"

2005-04-27T06:46:00.000+08:00

"Believe with me... Even if we are torn apart, our feelings will uniteus! That is what this song is about..."Been listening to "One Thousand Words", Jade of Sweetbox' version.That's the only song that, aside from "Because I'm a Girl" by Kiss,Zanarkand Nite and Suteki Da Ne, always gives me goosebumps all overand sometimes makes me cry.. Oh well. I just feel like being sadtoday. Looney isnt it? Oh well. There's nothing much left to sayreally. I dont even know why Im writing this blog entry anyway.Might as well end it before I start talking nonsense.

"Bloody Hell!"

2005-04-26T12:10:00.000+08:00

It would have been a typical boring day in my room. Good thing Faus decided to come here today. In Eastwood I mean. Not to visit me reallybut to rather accompany her sister to her Interior Design Store nearby.And I do mean nearby.. I live at Lafayette 1, our store's in Lafayette 2and Faus' Sister's Store in Lafayette 3. CUte isnt it? We have thislong corridor connecting all three condos, mind you, so thats hownear it is. But anyway yeah we hanged out a bit. Talking bout oureagerness to perform again. Its been quite a while since we reallyperformed. Ash and Edj being in school has always been preventing usfrom accepting gig offers, during school years that is. But now thatsout of the picture for the mean time.. we'll be able to play again.Oh the joy of that. The wonders of summer!! Yeah.. and oh! In caseyoure wondering how boring it is.. Ive finished reading the 5thinstallation of Harry Potter. You think its rubbish do you?! Well youmust be out of order! Barely two nights and I finished that thick a book.Bloody hell, right you are! Barely two nights it is!! If you dont believe me you lot then you are really GITS!.....haha.. Obviously I enjoyed reading it so much, their British Lingo is stuck in my head. Well this entry's getting too long now so..Ta-ta for now. XP

"Cant Wait!!"

2005-04-25T13:27:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday. My family attended mass in Greenbelt. The rest ofthe day is pretty much uneventful. Nothing special to talk about. So... what can I say? Hmm.. Ah yeah, well thanks to Ash and Faus forintroducing blogs to me.. haha ..cant wait to see my final bloglayout.. I have Faus to thank for, who happened to be skilledin editing. Wait til you see what he made for me. Its so pretty!And ofcourse not to forget to mention that darling Ashley. She's the expert when it comes to the over all site. Navigations. Links.Tag boards. Special effects. And everything else that would bringlife to a blog site, you name it! Ashley can do it. Now beat that.
Im soOo excited.. XD Wish they'd upload it soon! As for now I'll justbe busy burying my nose in the book I borrowed from Ashley. Hmm..Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Sounds like a good readalready. Well off I go..

A blog is born!

2005-04-24T11:50:00.000+08:00

Here I am, sitting infront of ashley's(bandmate) computer. They(Faus n Ash) helped me with this thingy... haha This is so far out.. aliw talaga. Nweiz, we just finished our band prac. The guys have been torturing me about wanting to be a part of Morning Musume Japan... they are hilarious!! They have been teasing me non-stop and I do mean NON-STOP. Even as I write this blog entry. Heck yeah.. Well what can I say I am a fan, I mean hey, I like their music.. and their perky packaging. You know.. the typical J-pop thing. But that's just about it. Nothing more.. haha I really hope they'd stop peskering me about it. Argh.. especially FAUS! Anyway enough about that. I cant wait for our gig day to come.. Ive been waiting for that for like.. cant remember! haha

So Ill end this entry, as we are about to practice again. *sigh* Here comes the teasing....